i know we're living in the 21st century, i know people are sleeping around, i know people are having sex before they marry, i know they'll think i'm a conservative clown.
but to hear you say you're pregnant, a part of me still screams inside, "you slept with him?" and when you tell me you're married in a blissful smile, my worries are concealed with "really?" & a share-your-joy smile.
i know you love him, but does he really feel the same, what if one day he tells you his heart is changed? i know you will hang on, women always want to, but what if he wants to go away? i wish i can share your joy fully, in being a wife and mother soon, but what if you're hiding your deepest fears & pain? is he your soul mate? does he understand you? can you lean on him anytime you want to? you know him for less than a year, and you're ready for the stakes?
i know nothing i say now will change anything, because you're married & due to have a baby, so i will not sabotage anything and hide my what-ifs. i just want you to know that i'll be standing by you and will be here if i can do something. i'm not frowning at you, i love you, really do. i am just worried, but i'll entrust you to Him in prayer. You used to desire Him, i hope you still do. Coz no matter what happens, know that He's there, He's there. Thanks for telling me, i pray He'll watch over you.
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