This year has gone by all too quickly – with so much activity all around, too much work and too little here.
On the world stage, wars have broken out with Russia invading
Ukraine and Hamas invading Israel. World peace seems more fraught than ever. Surprise
fireworks one night had me worried about war possibly breaking out right in my
neighborhood. Singapore’s reputation of a “clean government” was stained by
political scandals and a new president was sworn in. Beloved Queen Elizabeth
died and King Charles was coronated King.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God. ~ Ps 20:7
In the Christian world, Tim Keller died. He’s pastored me,
taught me, and shaped me through his sermons and books; and though he does not
know me, he’ll always be a pastor to me. The legacy that he’s left behind with
TGC, and the many lives he has touched will live on. Thank you for making Jesus
and the Gospel so beautiful and glorious for this generation and the many
generations to come, Tim. I miss you!
“The gospel is that I am so sinful that Jesus had to die for me,
yet so loved and valued that Jesus was glad to die for me. This leads to deep
humility and deep confidence at the same time. I can’t feel superior to anyone,
and yet I have nothing to prove to anyone.”
“The gospel says you are simultaneously more sinful and
flawed than you ever dared believe, yet more loved and accepted than you ever
dared hope.”
And in little world of the Kok family, Arthur and I are in
our “teen years” now – 15 years of being married! Mya forayed into the
double digit world into her “tween years” – turned 10, got her ears pierced,
and got to read the Goblet of Fire. And dearest Elliot continues to keep me on
my knees, begging and pleading with the Lord, ever the reminder that God gives
us what we need.
The Lord has also blessed us with many wonderful memories –
of first experiences like skiing and Mya’s first sleep away camp, of sneaking
in some play in midst of work in London and Sweden, of playful summer vacations
and road trips, of the magnificence of His creation like the Adirondacks and Niagara
falls, of a lot of singing to musicals like Percy Jackson and Matilda, of
movie night with The Mighty Ducks and The Chosen, of family visiting
(thank you yee yee!)…
But of them all, our 15 year anniversary celebration at TGC
conference was a highlight for the year. Many may think spending our 15 year
anniversary at the TGC conference was an odd choice. But the Lord spoke to our
hearts personally in so many ways on our journey leading up to it, refreshed us while
we were there despite the stressful week with Cirrus going live and the Wheaton
home-coming, and through the teaching on Exodus “Hope in the wilderness”. He
reminded me of who my heart truly sings for, and living according to my
priorities.
The year fleeted by all too quickly, but so full at the same
time as I look back. So many lessons to ponder over, so much to give thanks for. And here’s my prayer as I look to 2024…
Teach us
to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. 13 Relent, Lord! How
long will it be? Have compassion on your servants.14 Satisfy us
in the morning with your unfailing love, that we
may sing for joy and be glad all our days. 15 Make
us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us, for as many years as
we have seen trouble.16 May your deeds be shown to your
servants, your splendor to their children. 17 May the
favor[a] of
the Lord our God rest on us; establish
the work of our hands for us— yes, establish the work of our hands.” ~ Psalm 90
