Boo! Just wanted to pounce on you and say hi :p
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Weather’s lovely in Beijing today, seeing clear blue skies for the FIRST time!! And the white cirrus clouds… Man it’s gonna be a lovely day…
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I’m contemplating my next step… Wanting to move out of my job now- not sure if it’s the daunting workload, or my restless nature, or my memory of something about telling Him I want to use my best years for Him and doing full-time ministry (in a church/Christian group context) is a desire that has rooted & grown over the years… After all I have got some 3 years of work experience already, do I need more? But am I ready? And where?
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Caught sight of old men playing cards by the road side & old women fanning themselves in the night breeze. Life can just be so simple and slow, enjoying simple treasures of friendship & the neighborhood… And if at the end it all gets to that, why get stuck in the rat race when we can already enjoy them now?
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The thing about going back to an empty room each night, breaking down and knowing that home is not near for you to go back to, and steeling myself to not be over-dependent by calling loved ones at every whimsical… Sucks sometimes… But yet it compels me to turn my attention to the Person who is there with me, to learn the sufficiency of the rest & comfort He brings without any other safety net… The little girl inside is growing stronger each day… :)
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